the first cut is the deepest...and the hardest to heal

An ache in my heart..an emptiness in my soul.
Stuck looking back, watching reruns of my life.
It feels so real.
I'm slowly breaking inside.
Every time I pick up the pieces, and start closing the door,
Fear overcomes me.
I fling it back open, and drop whatever pieces I had begun to glue back together.

You broke me in so many ways, more than I ever knew,  and more than I ever will know.